Just Me, Myself & I ♥

早在很前一段时间就有人时常问我 呃你拍拖了哦 当我说没有的时候 这群可爱的人们 竟然回答我说 有的话就介绍我们认识哦 好朋友嘛 说真的 其实我也真忍了好一段时间 有时候真有股冲动想说 是啊 你怎么知道的 可是偏偏我不能 因为我知道这一段突然开始的恋情是很难被接受的 家人假装不经意提问的当而我就已经心里有数 好朋友的假装没事可是从她的语气我也知道她其实不赞成即使我只说了大概可能 所以这段时间的委屈辛苦甚至于心酸也只能靠自己撑着 大半夜里胡思乱想的时候 也只能躲在自己的被窝里偷偷哭泣 很多时候我也都在问自己 干嘛要那么委屈自己 还要拖累别人 曾几何时自己竟然也变成了自己讨厌的那种人 已经开始厌倦了这样的我们 可是自己却懦弱的开不了口说要分开 因为我害怕 我怕你会挽留 我怕自己心软 我怕会变回之前一样 我们从一开始的天天腻在一起到被逼忍着不见面再到后来的开始争执 我从来都没有可以诉说的对象 但是感谢那天和好朋友的聚会 几杯下肚终于忍不住向很久不见的好姐妹坦白 几滴眼泪流下了也快快擦掉不敢让其他人看到 我害怕他们的关心会让我更加看不起自己 她心疼的看着我 抱了抱我说 不是你的错 这段时间过得不容易吧 应该早点找你的 对不起 听了她这一段话 真的有一股想大哭的冲动 可是偏偏我不能 强忍着那泪水 笑了笑 拿起酒杯 咕噜的又吞了两杯 然后继续笑笑的和他们讨论着以前干过的蠢事 可是我心里知道这姐妹是真心挺我的 亲爱的 请容许我最后一次这么叫你 亲爱的 打从我发觉我们之间超过友谊 打从你第一次抱我的那天 打从你那天趁我不注意吻了我脖子的那刹那 打从你不让我告白的那一刻 我就已经清楚明白 即使我们在一起 也不会有未来 可是我还是想说 感谢你这段时间那么小心翼翼的保护这一段恋情 感谢你每次跳出来维护我帮我解围 感谢你那么照顾我 在我烦恼的时候不让其他人打扰我 在我闹的时候肩膀借我咬 在我哭的时候静静的陪伴我即使你很怕别人哭还小心的帮我擦眼泪 在我生气的时候努力哄我即使不懂我为何生气 在快要吵架的时候婉转的开玩笑的带过因为你怕我会伤心会偷偷哭 想打给我听听我闹的声音却又怕我烦到我 会故意气我然后再笑笑的哄回我 会一直笑我肥却要我多吃一点 会时刻叮咛我出去要小心 会偷偷吃醋却又不承认 会骂我干嘛不好好照顾自己害自己生病却霸道的要我吃药 会一直问我有没有不舒服因为我都固执的不说

Hey potatoes! So sorry that I left here for so damn freaking long again!! Well, you know, exams & work!  So yeap, exams done & hea for half a month & then I started working in Hello Kitty Go Around in Malaysia!! Attended the training for 5 days & worked for 2 months! Still remember that the first day of training when we went for first roll call! During the so called registration time, as the others did, I told the staff my name to tick my attendance & receiving a training kit. But mine was a little special 😅 He showed a little excited when he heard my name & then I was shocked with his reply as he said: " Ohh! You! Hmm special one! Here's your training kit! The thickest one! You're one of the supervisors! Congratz!" & I was like what?! Hahhahahahahaha! Okay *skipped all old grandma stories!!* So yea there it is being the supervisor for two months & still I'm proud to handle so many places! You mist be thinking woah superv

嗨嗨嗨嗨嗨嗨嗨嗨 好吧是我不好啦 又好久没有更新了是不是啊 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 好啦啦啦啦啦啦啦 今晚是突然有感而发 就来些感性的好了 话说前几天开始 因为姐姐的一个好姐妹就要到大学继续升学 还要是在其他州属 虽说没有到很远的地步 可是她们这一班傻大姐们就开始为她计划要办个属于她个人特别的欢送会 啊再来下个月也是她生日但是也就因为要到大学报到的关系 就不能一起庆祝 所以就也一起庆祝了呗 早在两天前她们就时常来我们家计划啊 把个人想对她说的话 全都录在影片当中 就这样吵吵闹闹的度过了两个晚上 当中免不了废话一番 可是不难看出她们是如此用心对待这份友谊 从谈话当中听得出对彼此之间的了解 对彼此的期望 只能说这份友谊是每个人都期望可以拥有的 惊喜被安排在星期天 当然为了不必要的出错 她们再三的检查了整个惊喜的流程 只为了让她有个难忘的惊喜的特别的回忆 星期六那晚那几个傻大姐们待在其中一人的家中剪接影片 而那天她们彻夜未眠只为了 确定当中所有细节 确定无误才安心 星期天的早上 大约6点钟吧 我迷迷糊糊的起身 看见平时甚少运动的姐姐 一身运动装 只为了陪这位姐妹实现她们几人的爬山约定 之后姐姐回来梳洗一番 在家确定惊喜地点一切准备就绪 才与姐妹一起出发抵达 虽然我没有参与准备没有参加这如此特别的欢送 可是我很确定这份感动也感染了我 而我也知道和我同是处女座性格的她一定度过了愉快的下午 就在刚才滑着手机的当儿 看见其中一个不能参加此次欢送却参与了3天准备过程写下来一篇不短也不长的祝福给她 读完的当下才发现自己也泪流满面 佩霓啊 虽说咋们认识可是毕竟没有和你很熟略 但是我想说你真的很幸运你知道吧 :) 在看着她们准备当中实在不难看出她们对你满满的爱 关心和祝福 虽然爱打闹却也超认真的毫无埋怨的在为你准备 我家那傻大姐竟然还哭了 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 你们的友谊很是让人羡慕呢 要维持这份友谊哦 看着你们打闹 自己也觉得好开心 你们从来就不很在乎别人如何看待你們之間的打闹 也从不掩饰对彼此的关心 虽然一事后嘴上说着不管 却也放不下心 看你们这样我也好希望是你们的一份子 XD 啊都是不要好了 我怕我家那傻大姐撞豆腐自杀 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈 从以前我就觉得你读书很棒 所以记得上了大学要加油哦 她们都很认真很努力的在帮你加油打气等你回来呐 :)

Holla cookies!! X) Out of sudden felt like wanna write a post about my potatoes :P Why?! Because of XinEr the cutie pie!! *dont get excited when you see this arr XinEr!* She was reading my blog & posted a previous post in our own class group chat.. & that's what made me to read what I wrote last time.. Never thought that I wrote the post about NS.. What was I thinking that time till I cried when I read it back?! & it made me miss the NS gang even more! *tears rolling in the eyes* These crazy potatoes who like to eat alot!! Felt so proud of myself to be their Awesome Amazing Abnormal Crazy Classmate!! XD So potatoes biodata?! *wink* First - Sook Yee, My Dearest Potato Caterpillar!! Hahahahhahahahahah feel like laughing whenever think bout her.. She's one of the craziest girl I've ever met in my life! Try to imagine if a crazy girl sit beside you in the class! You'll hardly feel sleepy in class! XD Even though I just knew her for like maybe

Holla Potatoes!!! X) So sorry again!  Well you know.. Busy girl is always busy girl! *wink* Went Sunway Lagoon with my dear potatoes on early December!! Had an awesome day! Was super-duper fun!!! *double wink* EXCEPT THE HAUNTED HOUSE!!! *face palm* I swear I'll NEVER EVER step in there again!! Damn horrible weihh! & that stupid 'ghost' stepped on my slipper!! !@()%$#^&@#$%^@ But afterall I still had fun! & I like the Vuvuzela the most!! X) Wondering what was that?! GO & FIND IT OUT YOURSELVES!!! HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA *smirk* Thankiuuuuuu SookYee potato for helping me to tie my hair X) #LoveYou Thankiuuuuuu YuanLii for lending me your hand in the haunted house XD Thankiuuuuuu all my potatoes for forcing me to go HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA Luckily I went! NO REGRETS!! #AchievementUnlock  #Potatoes  #Crazy&AwesomeAsAlways #Group Photo 1 #Group Photo 2 #Group Photo 3 #Group Photo 4 #Group Photo 5 #Group Pho

Hey potatoes! I guess it takes me forever to update here. Been left here ever since I went National Service (NS) on April this year. So story time? From the moment I know I was chosen for NS, I was so worried. I am not shocked at all as both my brother & sister aren't the chosen one. So yeap, was worries as I know I'm not the independent type. Anyway the day still arrived. Was stunned for few seconds when I saw the letter from NS on the desktop table when I came home from work. & I still remembered how I told my mum. I said the bomb has arrived. She smiled. I know that she wanted me to go so badly. I know that its for my own good. I know that she wants me to be independent enough. I know that she wants me to learn how to take good care on myself. I do know all that but what to do?! I just DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING!! The night before. I was packing my bag. Making sure that I brought everything I need there. Half way. I remembered that I wanted to cu